Good day all
I can't believe I went the wrong week AGAIN to speak , this is frustrating, but at least I stayed for the meeting ( I really wanted to be home in bed the way i am feeling) It was a great meeting !! I think God was working I heard just what I need to and found out a friend of mine from my Mon & Fri meeting lost his daughter, she was in her 30's. Car accident . He just lost his x-wife last month.
Hubby was at Card Show all day so it was quiet here. Its been a down day for me. Not mentally down but physically. I wasn't able to make church, this is 2 weeks now. I so miss it when i cant go, but it wasn't possible. I feel horrible. Seems my flare ups are worse then ever. I have anxiety now with them,a heaviness in my chest like someone sitting on it. A little scary but I am hoping to feel better tomorrow. If not, then I might have to call Dr. I just more or less slept the day away. Watched movies. Called my friends lady-friend to give my condolences and to let them know they are in my prayers. She wasn't home , but got back to me later and was happy I called and said they both are just taking it one day at a time. Its one of the most wonderful things about AA, true caring!! We talked a bit and she asked how i been doing as i haven't been at the meetings this week. I told her Dr's appointments and she said she is here for me if i need to yell, cry or just talk , I said same to her!! It's nice to know I am connecting with women here. I prayed about it , bout all I can do today.
This weather is beautiful!! Spring is here Yippee Puts a huge smile on my face. I did sit out on 3 season porch this morning and did my reading . I LOVE IT! I am cooking BBQ Chicken on grill, which i best go look on I ended up cooking and eating and glad this is still here. My friend Tina just called, always great to here from her! We both have come along way! true friendship !
Well that's about all for now. going to go play my games over at face book.
Have a great rest of the day/night.
Is grateful for;
and knowing no matter what God is alwasy with me!
God Bless, peace and love Donna